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| User: | 100_bad_dreams (3738712)
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| Name: | loss of control |
| Website: | StellarChellerArt/etsy.com |
| Location: | West Babylon, New York, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1988 |
| Bio: | I'm obsessed with the silhouettes of bare, black, trees that overlap the rainbow sherbet sky..I desperatley want to go to Australia and swim in the barrier reef, but i'm afraid of the Irukandji jellyfish, among many otherdeadly creatures. This is probably because I watch too much Discovery channel these days. It's all my father watches. My dad tells my boyfriend that he thinks I need "help". I think it's mainly because I yell at him when he tries to put peanut butter in my oatmeal. I know it's more than that.. It hurts my feelings. I'm alot calmer these days. I take women's ultra mega multi-vitamins and fish oil capsules and it keeps my skin and hair decent..I wear too much makeup I miss drawing and painting for hours. I want to paint a series and have a gallery showcase..I really wish there were at least 30 hours in a day. Sometimes. I love my friends more than I act like I do. I would rather sleep. I can't drnk too much, or i'll cry about things I don't really think or mean. Or maybe I do, and only my sunconcious cares about? I get anxious, often for no particular reason. I always want to be camping or going on some sort of roadtrip. There's this place, in Pennsylvania, called Rickett's Glenn..It has 26 waterfalls, it is mind blowing. I drove 6 hours to find it again, and i couldn't. I died a little bit. The Blue Groto in Capri, Italy made my heart skip 4 beats. As did the rest of Italy. I obviously really want to travel the world, but I don't know how I ever will. Maybe there is a reason for this anxiety.
my mind wanders..
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| Memories:: | 84 entries |
| Interests: | 81: alcohol, anger issues, art, attachtment, being an asshole, being awesome, black, blankets, books, caravaggio, charles bukowski, christina ricci, collecting, coloring books, compulsive disorders, creation, creative human beings, creativity, cummings, cynicism, degenerates, design, discovery, disguise, drawing faces, drugs, drunken sleepovers, elephants, english accents, erectile dysfunction, euphemisms, evolutionary regress, fashion, fear of being alone, france, french, freud, gangaa, hallucinogens, heads, human anatomy, info mercials, insomnia, intellectual stimulation, late nights, learning, loss of self- control, lsd, m.a.c, make-up, making excuses, moral transformation, motorcycle driveby, music, my heart, obbsessions, painting, palahniuk, photos, poetry, pumps, repeat.over. and. over. again, rinse, sex, singapore, sleep, stalling, strawberry jams, sunrise, sunset. lather, surrealism, tattoos, the, the window open, the winter, tom waits, travel, vulgarity, watching people, wine, zombies |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 76: | 10101010, 2_danabird, 92citi, _______fatality, ___missgrounds, __gorgeouswas, _alwaysinlove, _goodnightkiss_, _judica_, _kaya, almondjoyyy, angiepangy88, appendageparty, aquariumdrink_r, arlaharen_, bang_stab, bekins26, bostondave, cheeseburger, costume_jewerly, ctkitty, dooooood, eccedentesiast, emerging, enron, estro, eternal_waiting, forever_yurs, fuck_me_running, genericmanicboy, goup_cathy, headoverrheels, hesings4onlyme, iategod, ifgivenachance, im_temporary, in_plastique, jahragga, jessisstellar, joytoykid, konform2kristin, konstantine_xo, la_reine_rien, labimba, le_____dinosaur, lunastargrrl, mark40e, mrsitchweeed, myangelwings, obliterati, ohlesley, ourbrokenvow, pastelxkisses, photo_in_graphs, pickathelitter, prehistoric, pyretta_blazexx, raaar, rape_a_gun, resetmyheart, short_nd_sweet, shortycm902, silly__ho, sonrisa_makeup, srsly_andrea, stains00, strawberrigurly, vaudevillea, vicarinatutuuuu, vizio, whitheredorchid, wod, xlove0riotx, xotatithehottie, you_dear_only, zattoo |  | 36: | _makeupstudio_, amazing_ink, art_addiction, artists, brutal_honesty, crazy_fingers, eyeshadowsluts, faces, hfs_feedback, jr__nal, literaryquotes, love_mac, mac_addicts, mac_challenge, mac_cosmetics, mac_eyeshadow, macsaleswap, madradhair, madradn00dz, magic_in_makeup, makeuptutorials, nonuglylesbians, oh______x, ourapartments, palahniuk, poetic, quoted, raptamakeout, selfportraits, sellyourshit, smokin_makeup, spiralbound_lj, the_art_group, themanyperks, thequestionclub, theysaid |
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| Account type: | Plus Account |
